LOVE, LIFE AND SUFFERINGS!!!


is it just love or SUFFERINGS?

BEING A LOVER GIRL IS NOT FOR THE WEAK ‘CAUSE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS THE DEPTH OF YOUR LOVE BUT UNDERESTIMATS THE LEVEL OF YOUR DETACHMENT, IT’S A HABIT OR I WOULD DAY A SOUL TRYING TO SURVIVE THIS IRONIC WORLD FILLED WITH PARADOX!!

HONESTLY, I COULD NEVER BE ABLE TO EXPLAIN IT IN THE WORDS; HOW LOVING TWO PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME WILL TORE YOU APART AT THE POINT THAT YOU START TO LOSE HOPE AND STOP LOVING THE WORLD AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME.

PEOPLE THINK THAT HOW IS IT POSSIBLE? HOW COULD YOU LOVE TWO PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME? LIKE ARE YOU EVEN SANE? ARE YYYOU NOTT GOINGGG MADDD? YOU CAN’T LOVE TWO PEOPLE!!!???

SUCH BOLD STATEMENTS TO BE LISTENED BY SUCH A FRAGILE HEART, BUT GOD OHH GOD! YOU COULD NEVER REACH THE LEVEL OF LOVE I DO! I KNOW I KNOW I SOUND CRAZY BUT ISN’T IT WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT! ABOUT BEING CRAZY! ABOUT BEING MADLY IN LOVE! ABOUT BEING INSANE! ABOUT BEING NON-EXISTENTIAL BUT STILL BREATHING!

LOOSING THE HOPE TO LOVE SOMEONE TO THE POINT THAT EVEN THE WORLD GETS OVERWHELMED OF YOUR DISCONSOLATING FREQUENCIES IS TRULY HEARTBREAKING AND COMFORTING AT THE SAME TIME! ALL YOU COULD IS JUST MOVE ON TO NOONE AND BE THE SINGLE LISTLESS SOUL!

I HOPE NO HEART HAS TO GO THROUGH SUCH A BARREN DESERTED ROAD OF SUFFERINGS!


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